Missing you.. so very much..

I miss you so much now.. Right now.. I know we’ve had many disagreements, all the more so while I have been growing older and dumber, but now that I’m away from you, I miss you so, so much.. Maa, I miss the loving caress of your hands in my hair when I cannot sleep.. I miss you so much.. I miss you scolding me, I miss your childish simplicity and innocence.. Baba, I miss your honesty, your experienced and wise way of looking at things, your acceptance of the inevitable.. I am so, so sorry for not being able to be the son you both deserve, for not being even able to come close.. I will try very hard from right now, that I promise.. From this very moment.. till the day I wake up no more.. THAT I promise to you…