" Life, with its chance meetings, it togetherness for a few months, its relations which have no emotions and emotions that do not find sanction in a relation, is an anguished interrogation of reality which man must inhabit..."

another one for the road..

There comes a time in life.. when you feel alone.. really alone.. when you have so much to say, but you have noone to listen.. or the people that are willing to listen to you, you don't consider them close enough.. when you feel that the past has taken the best part of you away with it, and that the future has therefore nothing worth the effort.. when you feel that it would be best if you just stopped.. stopped waking up, stopped going through the motions over and over and over again.. when you wonder if Time has come up against a dead end.. It's so very hard to get out of that phase, to tell yourself that there are things yet to be done, people yet to be entertained, promises yet to be kept..

It comes in everyone's life, does it not?

The first of the failures..

IIFT results came out today evening. Didn't make it.

one for the road..

Missing you. Missing you so, so much..